After all

Hi, its been a long time since my last post. So here it is. Nothing much differ but I'm currently on my degree. So yeah, a new chapter begin.

As usual, I've failed in my love life. I've failed to maintain the relationship no matter what i do. It was like a "hint" from Him to stay out of it for certain period kot.

Anyway, since I've moved on from my past and get over it, I met this one girl that I've known for such a long time. She's cute and adorable, as for me lah kan. She's a good listener, a great companion, a sweet lovely girl. Thank you girl, for being with me this time.

And yes, this post is also about my late nephew. Muhammad Aqil Haniff, i miss you. There's only few moments that we shared together but you will always remain in my heart sayang. Your uncle is really missing you.

I guess that's all for now. May Allah ease our daily life. Don't forget the solah and always try to remind others. Maassalamah. Takbir!!

Love letter

Love,
I know this long distance relationship really teach us how to be patient. I know you need me there. But, sayang, how I wish i were there with you. I miss you, but since I'm not afford to buy ticket to London I just can be with you from here. I'll love since I'm still alive sayang. InsyaAllah nothing can seperates us except Him. Yes, I love you and I hope you know how you really mean to me. Baby, be safe. I'm not with you to take care of you. So, make sure you take a good care of yourself since we're far away from each other. But, as long your cousin with you, I think you can handle your problem. Be patient my love, and wait for me. I love you

Before I met you, I thought my life is good, and i thought i was perfect. And then i got through to this so not perfect situation, and met this not so perfect woman, make me realize that maybe im not so perfect at all. I knew she will give me second chance and maybe we could be more perfect together. And yeah she did. Thank you sayang. For loving me, cares about me, for every morning and night wishes, for spending your nights with talking with me on the phone, telling your problems and what you feels, and ofcourse for being with me for what i am who i am. Thank you sayang. How i wish you're mine forever. How i wish dream are wishes, and wishes came true. Because in my dream im always with you. Ah i just copy that quotes. I just love being loved by you. I know we once had a mistake. But, insyaAllah everything will go fine this time. Iloveyou baby. Iloveyou Amira Syazwani Mohd. Azman.

Me and you

Amira Syazwani, hope, I live my life for you I want to be by your side in everything that you do and if there's only one thing you can believe is true I live my life for you I dedicate my life to you, you know that I would die for you But our love would last forever And I will always be with you and there is nothing we can't do as long as we're together. I just can't live without you and I want you to know I need you like I've never needed anyone before. You are my life. You are the only thing it would hurt to lose. I promise to love you forever , This is my promise to you and i never broke my promise. I love you even more, I want to take you as mine forever. May Allah blessed our unpredictable relationship. Amin

Its just words, like seriously I cant describe feelings. Takecare lovely readers. 

Love 

1st day practical!

I woke up at 5.50am. After subuh, siap siap semua dalam pukul 6.40am. Then gerak. As usual, highway Pasir Gudang sesak as hell. Jadi dalam pukul 7.20 mcm tu aku sampai MMHE. Disebabkan 1st day, biasalah. Semua benda jadi bodoh. Oleh kerana taktahu katmana office, dan ktmana jalan dia, aku dan geng menunggu orang yang kerja satu company dengan aku untk baqak kitorang sekat office. Dalam 20minit mcm tu akak kerani tu suruh masuk dulu then tunggu dkt office mmhe. Dalam 5minit menunggu sampai seorang imigran bernama Hamzah. Oh ni lah hamzah. Lalu kami meneruskan perjalanan. Hamzah meminta persetujuan untuk berhenti kejap nak beli makan dekat canteen katanya. Kami pun bersetuju. Selepas tu, kitorang pun berjalan. Oh ya, MMHE sediakan bas untuk pekerja dia. Aku mcm bagus ada inisiatif untuk pekerja dia en. Tapi dek kerana ramai sangat yang tunggu bas, kami mengambil keputusan utk berjalan kaki. Aku mati mati ingat jauh so aku mengeluh. Nak kata jauh tu takdelah. But boleh tahan lah. 2km macam tu dari pintu masuk MMHE tuu. Lepas dah sampai aku dapat safety helmet semua aku kena ikut dua jejaka imigran, nama aku tak ingat pergi site. Jauh jugak. Setengah perjalanan dari pintu masuk MMHE. Jalan punya jalan, rupanya kena blast tangki kapal. Aku takpernah buat tapi pernah tgk orang buat. Kot lah. First aku kena licinkan permukaan dia. Sebab nak blasting kena buat layer dulu. Then baru spray cat. Mula mula pakai kertas pasir. Jenuh tak jenuh sampai tangan geng melecet. Hahaha lepas tu baru datang si mesin grinder tapi mata dia dah diubahsuai macam kertas pasir. Pulun punya pulun, datang incharge aku, Awe orang panggil dengan member dia (taktahu nama dia tapi aku dgn geng panggil mamat selit kuat main henset). Lepas tu datang project supervisor, check semua. Sekali cat tak cukup tebal, mengamuk Awe tu. berderah jugak darah aku dengar Awe tu maki Nepal tu. lepas tu aku pun lepak. Tetiba aku kena cat. Ah macam mana? Aku pun tembak jelah cat macam cat rumah. Nasib baik betul. Lepas tu, lepas siap rehat. Aku pergi makan. Air! Benda pertama aku carik. Lepas tu, dah sampai je canteen tu yaAllah ramainya orang. Nasib baik geng aku dah port baik depan kedai. Okay lah. Makan dia not bad. Surau pun dekat. Siap semua, aku gerak site balik. Takde kerja apa pun, mengular jelah. Dalam pukul 3 aku dah buat housekeeping. Takboleh balik awal sebab company aku balik paling awal pukul 5. So mcm okay lah tahan jap. 2jam habis rokok sekotak. Dah nak dekat pukul lima, aku terus gerak office punch card. Then terus gerak. Satu hal lagi. Nak carik motor! Kemain motor macam laut motor. Susah betul nak jumpa. Nasib baik ada 5org jadi ada 5pasang maa so senang jelah jumpa. Hehehe habis cerita aku kali ni. Sekian. Assalamualaikum

Practical oh practical

Tomorrow gonna a long day for me. Dah start practical ni kena buat cara practical. Tapi kalau company kerah kau macam mmg kau kerja dekat situ faham faham jelah. Nak taknak kena ikut. Sebab diorang yang bagi kau gaji, markah dan lain lain. Tapi kalau nak di ikutkan hati, memang tak patut elaun sebanyak tu yang aku dapat. Yelah, kerja macam bangla, tapi hasil dia tak seberapa. Aku bukannya memilih berkira atau sebagainya. Cuma macam tak adil kalau macam tu. Cuba korang fikir, korang kerja 8-10. Almost 14hours, elaun ciput. Bangla punya gaji pun lagi banyak. Tahu saya ni practical. But atleast allowance tu reasonable lah sikit. Takpun bagi kerja senang senang. Kak, saya datang ni nak belajor, bukan kerja. Kalau aku suruh saya kerja, akak bagi gaji, saya takkisah kak. Dek kerana akak lah jadi supervisor saya takkan saya nak mengamuk pulak hanya pasal allowance ciput cenggitu. Terang terang saya dah nampak failed satu semester dekat situ. Maaflah saya hanya mampu luahkan dekat blog ni. Saya cuma rasa tertindas, ketidak adilan pun ada. Berbaur bermacam macam perasaan. Saya harap, mana yang baca ni, mana tahu nnt jadi supervisor budak practical nnt fahamfaham lah. Sekian. Assalamualaikum

My Super Sweet Girlfriend

I love you sayang.